Released: 2024
Justin Nozuka’s “PARANOID” is a raw exploration of insecurity and self-doubt. The song delves into the paranoia of feeling judged and misunderstood by others, capturing the inner turmoil of overthinking and the struggle to cope with these emotions.
The opening lines, “Is it easy to hate me all the time / All those dirty looks they give me,” set the stage for the theme of paranoia. Nozuka questions whether the negativity he perceives from others is real or just a figment of his imagination. This taps into a universal feeling of self-consciousness, where one might feel like a ‘loser’ for overanalyzing social interactions.
The imagery of being “locked in the bathroom” and contemplating drinking “that litre of wine” paints a picture of someone trying to escape their overwhelming thoughts. This moment reflects a bad mood and the feeling that socializing was pointless, suggesting a desire to numb the pain or find solace in solitude.
The chorus repeats the question of whether it’s easy for others to hate him, reinforcing the cycle of paranoia and self-doubt. Nozuka’s lyrics “In my head a million ways to die” and “Say it to face / And I’m outside / Bye” express a sense of desperation and a wish to confront these fears head-on, yet feeling trapped by them.
As the song progresses, the lyrics “I do the rounds / I’ve feeling rough / I need to cut / I’ve had enough” convey a sense of exhaustion and the need to break free from this mental rut. The repetition of “Is it easy” underscores the persistent anxiety and desire for validation or understanding from others.
In the end, Nozuka’s “PARANOID” is a poignant reflection on the struggles of dealing with one’s inner demons and the impact of perceived judgment from others. It’s a relatable anthem for anyone who has ever felt out of place or overwhelmed by their own thoughts.
